What did you want me to do? Write a song for you and perfect every line Go to sleep feeling blue but Know I have you to bother me all the time I know that I am supposed to hope and pray that nothing Will ever tear us apart But now that I am alone I never pick up the phone thinking you'll tear out my heart I'm often stuck in the past But every time I look back It gets harder to believe Someone could treat you like that Why would you try to make me change for what you would think Would make you look good to friends I don't appreciate being used for your ego I'd rather be dead