Start to look up at the sky See pyres drowned in shit Cards will fold if you keep them Much like people did Unscripted transitions Cauterization of life as it frays I learned to love while you took that shit Away I journey to a new world Watch the sirens sing to me Rip out my throat Show me as I am No one can hurt me like I can Look inside the minds of you and I Release, and rely, and reflect On what left us to die Not a product of purpose Nor a bringer of evil Weald a pen and a sword And see which one that you let bleed through Is it all in my head? Said that one day I'll know peace But that'll be when I'm dead Count the seeds, drop to my knees Bear the weight on your sleeve I'm sorry for thinking that I could be More than what you need Now we're born to break And bred with denial Tried to hold the heart Tried to drink your smile Now here I stand over my father's grave With an open heart, and a slow decay Is this where I stand? Is this how I lose? The only difference is I never got to choose If blood is thicker than water Then why'd the blood turn to rust? Lover take my hand and liquidate this lust