Dear father, Years gone by Since the day I've been born Since I took my first steps Into the unknown and in your arms Insecure but hopeful Hoping for a place to be myself Insecure but hopeful Hoping for a place to be myself I was grown up before I started to be a child 'Cause my heart understood That I'll never be the person it Wants me to be But the closer I came The deeper you cut The idea of home A knife I couldn't see I only wanted your love The closer I came the more it hurt Even when I decided to leave you My breaking heart still loved you Why did I – Why did I leave you? How can I find peace at sea When my safe haven is burning Not a single night without lying awake Knowing you are waiting for me Feeling worthless Worthless to be loved Poorly to be who you want me to be Everything I am is drowning in imperfection Longing for perfection I am your child The prodigal Child.