Whispering promises around the corners of my building
The smell was welcoming me,
Bringing me memories from when we were just children
And i hadn't thought of it since it happened
At the time i cried, but now i'm just laughing
Just laughing
I wonder what i'd be like now if i could forget you
I'm turning myself all inside out, wondering if i regret you
I can't decide whether to curse you out
Or kiss the ground because i made it out alive
If that's even true
I feel it growing in me,
Something i have to face is getting much closer
I see a version of me telling me
Curious things, but i don't really know her
And nothing's really getting much clearer
But these voices are all sounding familiar
I wonder what i'd be like now if i could forget you
I'm turning myself all inside out, wondering if i regret you
I can't decide whether to curse you out
Or kiss the ground because i made it out alive
If that's even true
I thought you taught me to despise myself
When i'm through, what if i don't recognize what i felt?
I wonder what i'd be like now if i could forget you
I'm turning myself all inside out, wondering if i regret you
I can't decide whether to curse you out
Or kiss the ground because i made it out alive
Did i make it out alive?
Did i make it out alive?
Did i make it out alive?
Did i make it out?
The breeze was calling to me,
Whispering promises around the corners of my building