I miss you, just a little But I don't want you caught up in the middle Of my lifestyle, it's a devil So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse I miss you, just a little But I don't want you caught up in the middle Of my lifestyle, it's a devil So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse Told you things but I never follow the things I say Things were going good, once I had you it went the other way Had you on my side, had you flying, you almost levitate Now you know the things we do crazy, that shit was everyday Ice cold, dripping Clicquot sipping Top floor living I can't give in I know this lifestyle is crazy and you can't handle that I told you things and I meant 'em, I had to take 'em back I miss you, just a little But I don't want you caught up in the middle Of my lifestyle, it's a devil So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse I miss you, just a little But I don't want you caught up in the middle Of my lifestyle, it's a devil So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse Yeah, I'm a gift and a curse if you ain't know I took you places where these haters say we can't go But that was way before my life had finally changed though Wish I could throw it all away on your say so 'Cause I miss you just a little Got me feeling like the monkey in the middle Oh this lifestyle, it's a devil And I say it don't hurt but it only gets worse, yeah I miss you, just a little But I don't want you caught up in the middle Of my lifestyle, it's a devil So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse I miss you, just a little But I don't want you caught up in the middle Of my lifestyle, it's a devil So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse