Today I wasn't even gonna take a shower And then I got a call sayin that my cousin died in a fire So I washed myself for what seemed like three hours With tears and rusty water I need some of that Calgon take me away action immediately Before I start scrubbing my hands hard repeatedly I'm stuck somewhere lethargic between reality And a fuckin Tool video - WAKE ME UP! I've said goodbye too many times in these 22 long ones And here I am wavin again; so long friend I should have told her how this town doesn't Like it when people leave So it finds ways to keep them It sows seeds and reaps them And now she's part of that harvest, But different from all the others Ask her mother how her smile touched souls and warmed cold hearts Monique I miss you I wish I could've kissed you farewell And given you that tattoo you always asked for But when I'm done tattin Thug Life on God's stomach You got next; I'm done, y'all take what you want from it I'm goin to wash my hands I miss you girl