I reminisce On the last Christmas I spent with my mom and my dad I'm still trippin' Wishin' that I could go back To know what I'm missin' It's a mystery, oh, how'd I forget I'm not a magician I try fixin' shit that I can't Memories made me sick I hope the past is the hardest that it gets Momma say she drinkin' to forget I told my momma "Save your son a sip" Tryna slow my breath and get a grip I think life is harder than in death They're in Heaven, I'm the one that's left (They left) I did things that I know are wrong but Time just keeps movin' on and No matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was, now Broke bones and I shed some blood, and Time took a few friends I love, and No matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was, now And I can't go back to the way it was ♪ And I can't go back to the way it was, now (Hold this moment while you can Tell your people that you care Do enough while you still can) I can't go back to the way it was, now (Can't go back to the-) I said, I can't go back to the way it was, now, woah (No, no) I can't go back to the way it was, now