It all began on one night
When I had stayed out late
A fish in a sea of wrong guys
While they're drinking away
And yelling that we've only got one life
What the hell was I doing?
Never really my scene
Crowded rooms full of teens
Fake a laugh same routine
Just look down at my screen
Cuz maybe then it'll all go away
But then something happened
You see this is where it all gets a little unrelated
It's kinda hard for me to even begin to explain it
Point is, I fell hard for a guy that very night
Its a complicated
Situation
Intoxicated
On this thing called love
Am I just stupid
Or was it cupid
That's got me caught up in this delusion
Cuz all these feelings
Are so confusing
Head over heels for a boy on a screen
One last thing I haven't said
I haven't really met him yet
I haven't really met him yet
I tend to run away from
The things that want me most
It's sort of my reflex when
I feel I'm getting close to someone
I don't think that I deserve
Yeah, I've got issues
Fast forward to a month
Finally just for once
Found someone I could trust
Let myself open up
And not feel so afraid of being loved
Though he's miles away
See the thing is that its all a little frustrating
He says we're not friends but we're also kinda both not dating
Now everybody's asking "who the fuck is he?"
And I say
Its a complicated
Situation
Intoxicated
On this thing called love
Am I just stupid
Or was it cupid
Cuz now im listening to all his favorite music
I can see us lasting
Making it happen
Being more than a face on a screen
In case you don't know, I confess
But I haven't really met him yet
I haven't really met him yet
Though I know
All that's good never ends well
At least that's what I have been shown
By my folks
Don't chase after what's impossible
But now I'm thinking
Does he also know?
There's something here we can't let go
Maybe it's different in real life
Than FaceTime
Or what if it's nothing like in my head?
Cuz
It's a complicated
Situation
Intoxicated
On this thing called love
Am I just stupid
Or was it cupid
Cuz' here I am, I freakin knew it
So in conclusion
I think I've fallen
For someone who doesn't even know it
Call me crazy, I admit
I haven't really met him yet