I know that things have changed But what's beating in my chest And pumpingthrough your veins Is still the same This past year I've done more searching Than I have had to do in my whole life This world has left me with so many questions And I'm afraid that you wont like the answers I've found And I don't want to loose you You're the closest thing to family That I've ever known Despite everything I'm begging you to see that its still me You're the closest thing to family I never questioned anything But now I know what's right for me I never meant to hurt you But now I finally feel free