I failed enough to know That I don't know much at all I've been trying to learn to run Since before I could crawl My mind races ahead Leaving this body for dead I'll destroy everything Before I make sense of my head I'm trying to find the line Between the chaos and the choices I've made But its everywhere so suffocating I'm trying not to let it define me That I'm not yet where I want to be But these songs are The closest I've come To making sense of anything So thankyou Thankyou all for being here I'd writeyou something beautiful If could Trust me I would But all that comes to me Are these sad songs About a guy Trying tofind reason in this life