Tell me why I stand here again I cannot seem to make up my mind And now I'm right where I wanted to be But still I find it hard to smile I wait for the euphoria to come Maybe I've got it all wrong I'm stranded On the fields of life No "Not again" I said to myself But there you were and shook me around Dragged me out from the cave in my mind A place I wanted no one to find Destiny has always had a way with me Opened up my lying eyes and made me see I hope you hear me When you come too near me I don't know how to handle desire On the fields of life I don't know where to go On the fields of life I don't know where to turn On the fields of life ♪ I don't wanna lose what I have found A light in the darkness around Why can't I let go of the fear And let all my doubt disappear? I depend on the balance divine Always so hard to combine I hate the insecurity inside of me I will always be my biggest enemy I will always fear me Cause when no one steer me I will go Into the fire alight On the fields of life I don't know where to go On the fields of life I don't know where to turn On the fields of life I don't wanna die alone On the fields of life