So I fucked up What if I did Plenty of people in their heads and then Plenty of people under heat while we Sleep in a bed so comfortably I'll bite some if it stops the bleed I'll lose some if I fill the need Again, again it doesn't matter anymore So I went left You went right Why can't I ever get to sleep at night Toss my hand up and break the light and Only dream in the city heights so What if I'm down You still laugh No one ever held me like that and No one out there could bring me back again I'll be something else if I can't Fit into a better life but It won't help at all if I can't Be myself or get this right so What if I break What if I do No one could ever hate me like you No one could ever put me into the Kind of condition I put you through so Maybe I'll bend Maybe that's fine Maybe I need to put me behind Maybe I need to put me behind again I'll be something else if I can't Fit into a better life but It won't help at all if I can't Be myself or get this right so