I've been waking up middle of the night dreaming in the wide open
Starry-eyed and bright, never feel alive burry me on the ocean
I don't wanna see anybody else holding you like I used to
I've been coming back trying to make you laugh you got other ideas
I've been taking naps trying to relax you've been swimming in DMs
I don't want to need somebody to see me through this, I just need you
So we got bad blood, doesn't mean we couldn't patch it up
So you had enough, doesn't mean you had to smack it shut
Pack me away and push me underneath the memorabilia
So we can't go back, doesn't mean you gotta hop the track
So I made you mad, doesn't mean I ever wore a mask
Can I escape to you and wipe away the bad ideas?
Breathing in the fire in the air
Pocketing a heart that isn't there
Holding onto nothing
Wide awake and willfully aware
You were always wanting to be scarce
I was always bluffing
Breathing in the fire in the air
Pocketing a heart that isn't there
Holding onto nothing
Wide awake and willfully aware
You were always wanting to be scarce
I was always bluffing
Don't leave me with nothing
Don't leave me to my thoughts
I just needed something
Don't let me feel so lost
Don't let me feel so lost
Don't let me... Don't let me