I kinda wanna leave this party And get the fuck out of this part of LA At least for a little while Ooh, and I kinda wanted you to want me I kinda wish a little part of you stayed At least for a little while Ooh, but it's good you never told all of your friends About our drive out to Malibu last weekend And it's good that they don't know that I know all your dogs' names Or how cute you are when you're dreamin' I kinda wanna leave this party And drive into the ocean And I think I'd rather breathe saltwater Than have to watch you hold him Now he's touchin' your dress And your hand's on his chest And it's all goin' down but I would rather drown Than wait to hear your sorry Fuck me, fuck you, and fuck this party Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh You are something I can never not notice You're something I could never not focus on Did I hold you too strong? Did I say something wrong? No, I'm not, I'm not blue I'm the color of the clouds when the rain leaves I'm the color of the sea at a mile deep No, I don't need to go slow I just need the whole of your heart before you see It's good you never told all of your friends About how you got home when they left you blacked out 'Cause now they'll never know that this song is all about you Then it's like we never hung out I kinda wanna leave this party And drive into the ocean And I think I'd rather breathe saltwater Than have to watch you hold him Now he's touchin' your dress And your hand's on his chest And it's all goin' down but I would rather drown Than wait to hear your sorry Fuck me, fuck you, and fuck this party Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Oh, I hate what I need and I need what I love I hate how my heart beats when yours is around I hate you, I hate you, I hate you so much But give me a reason to turn this car around