I'm in a fight or flight And I'm on my way home I land at midnight Don't know how this will go Most times I'm red light But you come over Feeling like I just might Might not wanna be alone Yeah, I've followed every rule Played by everybody's game But if I'm telling the truth I don't see myself the same Yeah, I've tip-toed every line But I'm crossing them tonight (I'll cross 'em) Like you cross my mind Now I'm looking up (Looking up) Looking up, looking up At the closest thing to heaven, closest thing to heaven It might be fucked (Might be fucked) I'm in love, I'm in love With the closest thing to heaven Maybe I just went and lost my senses When I said I wanted you I meant it, oh You must be an angel 'cause I'm looking up (Looking up) Looking up, looking up At the closest thing to heaven I'm getting married soon Got him, this house, the life I want But wanting you is something I should see through So while undressing you I wanna know more 'bout you than I ever knew Before I say "I do" (I do) Yeah, I've tip-toed every line But I'm crossing them tonight (I'll cross 'em) Like you cross my mind Now I'm looking up (Looking up) Looking up, looking up At the closest thing to heaven, closest thing to heaven It might be fucked (Might be fucked) I'm in love, I'm in love With the closest thing to heaven Maybe I just went and lost my senses When I said I wanted you I meant it, oh You must be an angel 'cause I'm looking up (Looking up) Looking up, looking up At the closest thing to heaven Oh, no, baby, please don't tell nobody If you love me say it with your body, oh-oh Let it go Come a little closer, close the distance Ease into my heart, to ease the tension, oh-oh (Let it go) Now I'm looking up (Looking up) Looking up, looking up At the closest thing to heaven, closest thing to heaven It might be fucked (Might be fucked) I'm in love, I'm in love With the closest thing to heaven Oh, the closest thing to heaven Oh