Scared to wake up, all in my head
Voices so loud, I can't leave my bed
Half of the shit that you see
Is a fabrication of me
All lies, bullshit, and no privacy
Can't even walk through the door
Without force anymore
It's my life, it's not monopoly
Working for my money
My job is making their day
Guess it's the price that I pay
But hey I, I deserve life like everybody
Wish that I could do what I love
Without all of the shit they make up
Wish that I could do what I love
Without all of the heavy makeup
Wish I can be who I am and
Somebody would understand it
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
Wish that I could do what I love
Without having everyone judge
Wish that I could do what I love
Without effecting us
Wish I can be who I am and
Somebody would understand it
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
See what they say, yeah, it's not okay
They think I got no soul, no heart, and no brain
Can't even look anymore
All of this hate is a chore
All lies, bullshit, I can't get away
Can't even walk through the door
Without force anymore
It's my life, it's not monopoly
Working for my money
My job is making their day
Guess it's the price that I pay
But fuck this, I deserve life like everybody
Wish that I could do what I love
Without all of the shit they make up
Wish that I could do what I love
Without all of the heavy makeup
Wish I can be who I am and
Somebody would understand it
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
Wish that I could do what I love
Without having everyone judge
Wish that I could do what I love
Without effecting us
Wish I can be who I am and
Somebody would understand it
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
Spending all the time tryna finish mine
They only see green hungry eyes on me
I gotta lock my phone
So I don't feel alone (so I don't feel alone)
Walking on down the road
And see what I can do
Wish that I could do what I love
Without all of the shit they make up
Wish that I could do what I love
Without all of the heavy makeup
Wish I can be who I am and
Somebody would understand it
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish
Wish that I could do what I love
Without having everyone judge
Wish that I could do what I love
Without effecting us
Wish I can be who I am and
Somebody would understand it
I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish