I used to think we all had an equal of good and bad, But now I'm just not so sure As of today I feel fine and know I have peace of mind And know that that's no so common Some of the people I meet when they walk with their feet Don't hold their head up so high How can they even compete when all they feel is weak Since their mother has died One spin is all we can ask for and make good use of One spin towards madness or laughter just try and turn it One spin is all we can ask for and make good use of One spin towards madness or laughter just try and turn it I'm not going to go through this life just trying not to feel Pain And hope the stars they come out at night If bad times really are here i won't give into the fear I'll just keep singing along When i was a little boy I would just play with my toy Instead of going outside I wonder what I have missed maybe just using my fist or Seeing starlings fly A game has lead to a knife it hasn't ruined my life It's just made it a bit harder I play that game when I can, because that's just who I am I know the price that I may pay I weigh the good with the bad, remember all that I have, and Jump right into the river When my spin comes to an end I will not try to pretend And say that I am ready to go