I had another dream about you last night you were lying in my arms again
Even in my deepest sleep it's still a fantasy that's been exhausted
31 days have come and gone I'm coming along a long way to go
Letting tears fall and learning from my losses on and on and on we go
The last blue text I wrote
Been feeling like forever ago
A month can be days this one's feeling like years
A new beginning is my only hope
31 days have come and gone I'm coming along a long way to go
Letting tears fall and learning from my losses on and on and on we go
Looking for some answers Friday only thing I could find's an empty bottle
Now I'm fucked up again yeah, now I'm in love again
I don't wanna spend no more time thinking if there's ever time that you were thinking Bout Me
I wonder what you're feeling inside is it resentment you find that I decided to leave
Or is there simply nothing at all was it easy to move on am I alone in my grief?
It shouldn't even matter to me
No it shouldn't even matter to me
But it seems like every now and again
I think about the reasons I left
I feel a hundred different ways, pain I simply can't explain, only thing I haven't felt is Regret
31 days have come and gone I'm coming along a long way to go
Letting tears fall and learning from my losses on and on and on we go
Looking for some answers Friday only thing I could find's an empty bottle
Now I'm fucked up again yeah, think I'm in love again
I had another dream about you last night you were lying in my arms again
Even in my deepest sleep it's still a fantasy that's been exhausted
A fever pitch dream's not always good if you can't let go you'll be held hostage
Put faith in my reality
A place you never wanted to be
31 days have come and gone I'm coming along a long way to go
Letting tears fall and learning from my losses on and on and on we go
Looking for some answers Friday only thing I could find's an empty bottle
Now I'm fucked up again, but a brand new month begins