These secrets were too heavy for me to keep
And now my dreams haunt me every time I fall asleep
Forced to abide by a brand new philosophy
I guess a win to you will always be a loss to me
Look back from the time from January to May
Something was on my mind but was too scary to say
I don't think that this feeling's temporary to stay
Oh do you think that I just got too carried away?
I could lie and decide to say everything's fine
Deep inside I'm here wondering why
I ever made the promise
At least I'm being honest
And tell me who am I to disguise as an angel of light?
So I shine where the demons can't hide
So if I show you my darkness
At least I'm being honest
At least I'm being honest
You won't be my solution
The heroine to save my life
So be my retribution
I'll be a villain only in your eyes
A reason for redemption
A lifetime to make a change
We may never find our ascension
Did we win or did we lose the game?
Look back from the time from January to May
Something was on my mind but was too scary to say
I don't think that this feeling's temporary to stay
Oh do you think that I just got too carried away?
I could lie and decide to say everything's fine
Deep inside I'm here wondering why
I ever made the promise
At least I'm being honest
And tell me who am I to disguise as an angel of light?
So I shine where the demons can't hide
So if I show you my darkness
At least I'm being honest
At least I'm being honest
At least I'm being honest
At least I'm being honest