I don't hold anything against you Or at least I'm trying not to If you held me now I'd bruise Still soft after losing myself in you And sometimes I find In the middle of the night I'm wondering what the Other half of your bed looks like And if it's been filled Like mine I find it weird How years of my life Seem to have disappeared overnight How long was I walking With a ghost by my side? I just wanted to be wanted But you didn't want me right And sometimes I find In the middle of the night I'm wondering what the Other half of your bed looks like And if it's been filled Like mine You say your conscience hurts like hell And that you didn't treat me well Wracked with guilt You just had to tell I know what you did I lived it myself You say your conscience hurts like hell And that you didn't treat me well Wracked with guilt You just had to tell I know what you did 'Cause I lived it myself I lived it myself Moving fast But I feel slow I'm not afraid to let go Eventually, you'll find Someone else to hold But you never forget The first person you truly know