Yeah trying my nigga I'm trying Feel so misunderstood feel so divided I needed space but it's getting too quiet I cannot say what I feel I be shining And fooled all of y'all into thinking I'm dream I had a dream There was a voice it said focus on me Once in a life I believe me to be Every bad apple got to come from a tree Shit let me breathe I lost my sister but really lost me I lose all sight cuz bipolar I be Not an excuse but I say what I bleed I wear my heart on my sleeve Never not turning new leaves Got to be the gardener and not just the seed Someone out there that I want me to be Past full of shit but my future is free so Ima be free Said, move it to the left that's it Just one more move and I'm on my shit When I get worked up I don't think about nun When I get too low wanna call it quits But you never gon' know me like you Never gon' know you like me Especially when I'm learning myself Especially when we're both still growing Said move it to the left that's it Just one more move and I'm on my shit When I get worked up I don't think about nun' When I get too low wanna call it quits But you never gon' know me like you Never gon' know you like me Especially when I'm learning myself Especially when we're both still growing (Ahh)