Light myself on fire just to keep you warm
Anything my dear to make you stay
Thought that I'd feel better if I gave you more
But I just gave my happiness away
I can't point the finger
I gotta take the blame
I can't keep doing the same shit over again
And expecting change
It's only getting harder
I'm only getting farther
Headed for a breakdown
It's so hard to admit it
Can't see it when I'm in it
I just need a minute, just a minute
Keep telling myself I'm better off this way
But honestly, I don't know if I am
I'm the king of overthinking my brain won't stop
One day elevated the next I drop
Down in my feelings just give me a minute
I need to take a breath right now
It's only getting harder
I'm only getting farther
Headed for a breakdown
It's so hard to admit it
Can't see it when I'm in it
I just need a minute, just a minute
It's like I'm under water slowly sinking farther
I can only hold my breath so long
It's only getting harder
I'm only getting farther
Headed for a breakdown
It's so hard to admit it
Can't see it when I'm in it