I really wanna end this conversation
I've got so much to do, afraid to tell you
So I keep it to myself
I'm becoming my mom right before my eyes
Putting everyone else before herself it's such a shame
Cause really when it comes down to it
I'm the only one that's putting me through it
I wanna move far away where no one will find me
I wanna lose anything that's gonna remind me
That I can't put me first and it hurts the truth is so much worse, oh no
I'm never leaving, too busy people pleasing
I really wanna write a song for myself
But I spend all of my days slaving away for people who pay nothing
It's a selfish machine that I'm floating in
I'm losing my self worth I try to reverse it's all the same
Cause really when it comes down to it
I'm the only one that's putting me through it
I wanna move far away where no one will find me
I wanna lose anything that's gonna remind me
That I can't put me first and it hurts the truth is so much worse oh no
I'm never leaving, too busy people pleasing