My doctor said that I've been overthinking Told me it would be okay But I've been laying in my bed and thinking Why do I still feel this way Some days it's like I'm trapped inside a cage Running on a wheel of shame I don't know what's real or fake Oh no Even though I should be grateful Sometimes I feel so hateful There's no one I can blame Anymore Why am I so sad Why am I so lonely Feels like all these walls are closing in on me It's hard for me to laugh 'Cause nothing makes me happy Chasing all the memories I used to see So I keep running running running running Running running running running Running running running running Yeah So I keep running running running running Running running running running Running running running running Yeah I put a face on for my friends All smiles like a trophy on a mantelpiece If only they could see the truth They'd realize how fragile my life can be It's like I'm stuck behind some metal bars Only solitary darkness The lights they never leave them on I know I should be so grateful This life I didn't pay for But something deep inside is wrong Why am I so sad Why am I so lonely Feels like all these walls are closing in on me They try to make me laugh But they will never know me Happy ever after was just a dream But I keep running running running running Running running running running Running running running running Yeah So I keep running running running running Running running running running Running running running running Yeah Running running running running Running running running running Running running running running Yeah So I keep running running running running Running running running running Running running running running Yeah Running running running running Yeah Running running running running Yeah