Yesterday a hole had opened Right in the middle of my chest for all to see Twilight colors just like midnight Painted the town so beautifully Deep in my memories Deep in my memories Deep in my memories I wanna forget but I'm swallowed in blue And all I can see through that blue is you That's why a hole It opened up where my heart is Pounding my heartbeat Tried to fill it up with nothing But when I tried to say it loud The words that left my mouth Were nothing more than excuses That's why a hole It opened up where my heart is My only thought was That the rain was comforting And so I mend And so I mend I try to mend All that I am Alone again How can I explain the feeling? It's almost like sleeping in a sunny forest clearing Like a dream, still felt in waking Like the sea, its real depths are so dizzying So dizzying So dizzying So dizzying The dizzying night can't conceal the moonlight Illuminating, shining from your eyes That's why I opened up a hole where your heart was Why does it matter? Music really is pointless If you don't open up your mouth You'll never say it loud Or get the things you deserve, hey There's just so much I wanna wipe from my memories But in the end I only sigh as I cry tears I trip and fall I trip and fall I trip and fall Down on the cold and solid ground Putting to paper the way I lived Following blindly the way you did The songs you left me are what broke me Music's never going to save me Trying hard to imitate the way you speak Trying still to imitate the way you live But even though I tried hard to erase The me I was so nothing remained I'm still the same Filling the hole that opened up where my heart is Every word you said and every sentence But it'll never be the same The goodbye that never came I don't want to hear you say it There's just so much I wanna wipe from my memories Left all alone and at the mercy of the years As I grow cold As I grow cold Your words had taken up the space where my heart is Now there's a hole that's opened up where my heart is I think I get it now, you see You're everything to me The music I've been listening to, Amy That's why a hole, it opened up where my heart is Right on the other side of where you existed It'll only grow It'll only grow It'll only grow Never the way it was before Alone in my heart A gaping hole