Yesterday a hole had opened
Right in the middle of my chest for all to see
Twilight colors just like midnight
Painted the town so beautifully
Deep in my memories
Deep in my memories
Deep in my memories
I wanna forget but I'm swallowed in blue
And all I can see through that blue is you
That's why a hole
It opened up where my heart is
Pounding my heartbeat
Tried to fill it up with nothing
But when I tried to say it loud
The words that left my mouth
Were nothing more than excuses
That's why a hole
It opened up where my heart is
My only thought was
That the rain was comforting
And so I mend
And so I mend
I try to mend
All that I am
Alone again
How can I explain the feeling?
It's almost like sleeping in a sunny forest clearing
Like a dream, still felt in waking
Like the sea, its real depths are so dizzying
So dizzying
So dizzying
So dizzying
The dizzying night can't conceal the moonlight
Illuminating, shining from your eyes
That's why I opened up a hole where your heart was
Why does it matter?
Music really is pointless
If you don't open up your mouth
You'll never say it loud
Or get the things you deserve, hey
There's just so much I wanna wipe from my memories
But in the end I only sigh as I cry tears
I trip and fall
I trip and fall
I trip and fall
Down on the cold and solid ground
Putting to paper the way I lived
Following blindly the way you did
The songs you left me are what broke me
Music's never going to save me
Trying hard to imitate the way you speak
Trying still to imitate the way you live
But even though I tried hard to erase
The me I was so nothing remained
I'm still the same
Filling the hole that opened up where my heart is
Every word you said and every sentence
But it'll never be the same
The goodbye that never came
I don't want to hear you say it
There's just so much I wanna wipe from my memories
Left all alone and at the mercy of the years
As I grow cold
As I grow cold
Your words had taken up the space where my heart is
Now there's a hole that's opened up where my heart is
I think I get it now, you see
You're everything to me
The music I've been listening to, Amy
That's why a hole, it opened up where my heart is
Right on the other side of where you existed
It'll only grow
It'll only grow
It'll only grow
Never the way it was before
Alone in my heart
A gaping hole