Can't keep count of the days that have withered around me
All the lies that I've piled high come far too easy
Forgiveness washed away with the dirtied up laundry
Spinning in my eyes
Wearing tattered shoes so worn and used
Where is it you can run away to
Now close the eyes you hide behind that glare
In spite what's inside you
Another day that's come to fade
Another stain that I just can't scrub away
Cigarette smoke chokes this lonely place
Open-eyed, I wanna
Free my life and say the
Words held tight that hold my
Fickle, fragile heart
I've been hurt far too much to
Trust the words I want to hear
The scar's too deep
Wishing on a star for saving
Under the sky, a boy whose heart is aching
Beneath the night I'll dance the pain away
Keep singing to hide
The fear of saying goodbye
Until you buy the lie
A secret that I've had for centuries
There's a darkness that I hide when smiling
On my life, I swear, I didn't want to meet this side of me
Didn't want this
And I wish my bleeding
Beating heart from back before was warm enough to
Melt away the frozen veins that pulse with pain and eating me away
And again today has come to fade
Sun rays that always slip away, alone I stay
Painfully closing another day
Giving up, I'm giving
Into painful sins to
Put an end to all these
Days I'm drowning in
My heart has bloomed and withered
Let its petals cover me and I'll be free
Wishing on a star for saving
Under the sky, a boy whose heart is aching
Beneath the night I'll dance the pain away
Keep singing to hide
The fear of saying goodbye
Until you buy the lie
Wishing on a star for saving
Boy whose heart is aching
Night is Faint, the morning is waking
Wishing on a star for saving
Under the sky, a boy whose heart is aching
Beneath the night I'll dance the pain away
Keep singing to find
The joy of saying goodbye
Until you reach the light
Can't keep count of the days that have withered around me
Only this time I find that I'm feeling happy