Why should I have to wait for love
Why should I have to prove what I'm made of
It's an endless masquerade
It's a pointless favor if you reduce me to a crawl
And once a month, by the clock, you call
It's been so long, where you at, and what's your job
That's always how you start
This is the tea and the tear apart
I'm singing with all my heart
For the ones that you ripped apart
I'll cut you with all the shards
That you left me of my heart
And you think it's great, we're sitting here, it's getting late
Your partner calls, he's too cold, he needs your coat
You ask him why he called and he says darling
No one at the party knows where the hell you are
Turn to me, brown eyes shining endlessly
Asking me, does my body still block moonbeams
Well of course they do
You're the one who told me that everything turned blue
Is there a secret to your heart
Is there something that I should've made sense of
You ask, what the hell went wrong
There started being things I couldn't ask you anymore
And if we're so ultra dark death bed, whatever
How come we laugh so hard when we're together
This is the tea and the tear apart
I'm singing with all my heart
For the ones that you ripped apart
I'll cut you with all the shards
I'm holding on to the piece that you left me of my heart
And I'm forming a new feeling that will never tear apart
My body is a vessel and just now it's waking up
If you someday wanna find me you will find me in my car
And that emptiness you're feeling is why it never starts
My body is a vessel and just now it's waking up
Someday everything is gonna greet you where you are
Just don't leave your future in the cold dead arms of god
You can't spend all eternity feeling so lost
If we just sit here holding under these policeman lights,
We'll never have to hear all these cops and parents fight
We'll pretend you and I seized the night one last time
One last time