Living dreams in movie scenes Hopeful today, being normal in some sort of way For the fifth or seventh time. Back and forth, I see it on your smile, I feel slow But you are down below Wake up and think straight What's next to hate? Feeling good feeling high But that's just another lie Been days since I fell in this hole Didn't tell anyone where I would go I can feel it in every place, Always with such disgrace Trying to be clear, trying to Feel Thoughts to shear Drops of concern and fear There's nothing more to say The words don't even tell, You'll always search to find Say no more, stay out of my mind Broken thoughts and blurry sight We search and pray I never wanted it to end Why why why? Never ever have I seen the earth so green The bright blue sky Where birds do fly I can feel it in every place, Always with such disgrace Trying to be clear, trying to Feel Thoughts to shear Drops of concern and fear