I did it again I lost my head I made it worse I must confess My temper's so strong my anger runs deep My fear is to cross the lines we keep You know truth comes back to haunt me Like a vision from the past Yeah I can't deny what's obvious Nothing good ever seems to last I wanna change I wanna feel I wanna be someone good I wanna love I wanna heal I wish that I could I'm digging deep to try and find a way through it all I'm trying to make sense of it all But the harder I try I stumble and fall An ongoing doubt I can't explain That lives deep in me and floats thru my veins You know the truth comes back to haunt me Like a vision from the past Yeah I can't deny what's obvious Nothing good ever seems to last I wanna change I wanna feel I wanna be someone good I wanna love I wanna heal I wish that I could I'm digging deep to try and find a way through it all I wanna scream I wanna shout I wanna see past my fears I wanna dream and never doubt what I'm doing here I'm trying hard so hard to be a better version of me