I wanna be present with you But I never live in the moment So many things I wanna do Just waiting for my doors to open Oh, if only I knew Which ones I should walk through I haven't got a clue Will I ever wake up from this dream Knowing it'll kill my self-esteem Wanna go back to reality I can't afford to lose my creativity Holding onto all my fantasies But I wasn't made to act like a machine I've forgotten how to take my time and breathe Can't stop the perfectionist dream It's not as it seems So why can't I wake up? I just wanna be free Free from the pressure The pressure that's ruining me Yeah, I just can't seem to break through This wall of perfection But maybe I'm not even meant to Will I ever wake up from this dream Knowing it'll kill my self-esteem Wanna go back to reality I can't afford to lose my creativity Holding onto all my fantasies But I wasn't made to act like a machine I've forgotten how to take my time and breathe Can't stop the perfectionist dream It's not as it seems Dream It's not as it seems