I put it in my vein A beautiful pain Blood streaming it direct to the brain I need again and again Then found myself in a chain Please set me free From a demon inside me Pitch dark is all I see I drown myself in vanity All began to descend It's getting out of hand Fire burning at both ends With mouth felt the taste of condemned My road to perdition Has paved by addiction Self-devastation I ask for help to cure This amaranthine cycle My dependence have immure Me with a harsh reprisal The sin that I have commit Choke me now (and I'm as good as dead) Damage's done I can't reverse it Kill me now (cause I'm as good as dead)