Yeah Yeah Ha I don't wanna stay alive I'm numb dying inside All living organs die Saying I'm okay I lied Can't get in my stride Between life and death i tried Gun chilling on my bed side Help me I can't decide Life and death collide Help me put this pain aside Drown me by the river side I might have to go to suicide Will it get me verified Dump me by the country side Just know that i fucking tried Living days in uncertainty Should of gone university Can I get the best of me? Living life with a million Ted Bundy's I know you see Full of negatives What's to be? Living life out of order My brains out of ord. Discovering new disorders Fuck Trump with the border Appreciate my supporters Taking the doctors orders We need some fucking order Xans for anxiety Fucked up society Not much of a variety Suffering quietly Treat us like property Music my public diary Fuck society Yeah Fuck society Yeah Suffer with depression Music my expression Making progression Speak to a profession Chanel your aggression Make a confession If you want succession I don't wanna stay alive I'm numb dying inside All living organs die Saying I'm okay I lied Can't get in my stride Between life and death i tried Gun chilling on my bed side Help me I can't decide Life and death collide Help me put this pain aside Drown me by the river side I might have to go to suicide Will it get me verified Dump me by the country side Just know that i fucking tried I'm struggling every day Hang me with a heavy chain Wanna life replay No matter what the day Always feel the pain Torture in my brain I cannot contain Everyday is rain Suffer with depression Music my expression Making progression Speak to a profession Chanel your aggression Make a confession If you want succession I don't wanna stay alive I'm numb dying inside All living organs die Saying I'm okay I lied Can't get in my stride Between life and death i tried Gun chilling on my bed side Help me I can't decide Life and death collide Help me put this pain aside Drown me by the river side I might have to go to suicide Will it get me verified Dump me by the country side Just know that i fucking tried I don't wanna stay alive I'm numb dying inside All living organs die Saying I'm okay I lied Can't get in my stride Between life and death i tried Gun chilling on my bed side Help me I can't decide Life and death collide Help me put this pain aside Drown me by the river side I might have to go to suicide Will it get me verified Dump me by the country side Just know that i fucking tried Yeah Yeah Ahhhhhhhhh