I fell in love at seventeen Found the girl of my dreams And honestly I couldn't breathe And what a mark on your cheek All the reasons to believe In a real life kind of fairytale But nobody Ever told me How it hurts to let her go And when you lose control How you gonna trust a soul So exhausted From the crying And for the life of me I can't catch a breath And it feels like dying But at least I'm trying I can never seem to figure out Scared of all my friends I'm full of doubt In the worst ways I'm typically staying home Watching my favorite shows Again and again and again Getting lost in a fairytale In my mind Getting lost in a tale as old as time And I know I said I'd call it was a lie Been hiding all the reasons why I was a bloody mess And what a start To some dream Falling hard for you and me I was so in love But nobody Ever told me How it hurts to let her go And when you lose control How you gonna trust a soul So exhausted From the crying And for the life of me I can't catch a breath And it feels like dying But at least I'm trying I can never seem to figure out Scared of all my friends I'm full of doubt In the worst ways I'm typically staying home Watching my favorite shows Again and again Still I can never seem to figure out Scared of all my friends I'm full of doubt, In the worst ways I'm typically staying home Watching my favorite shows Again and again and again Getting lost in a fairytale In my mind Getting lost in a tale as old as time