The sun shines in and I'm not getting up The fear is crushing me One last time because I'm not giving up This life is testing me If I lie like this I can live like this forever But I've got this demon to contend with If I'm high like this, I'll die like this I don't think I can live forever The clock strikes when and I think I've had enough The cycle it repeats I've reached the bottom, all is said and done This weakness is me It only seems like forever when all I've lost is my temper It only seems like surrender Because I want to put my head through this window I want to never look back This life is never like that It feels like everybody is against me and when you hit that lowest low It feels like the end