You get me so worked up my ears are red hot Pressure me any something that I'm not Well forget it you can't have it I'll never fit your mold This shit is getting old I try to be the one that you can count on I fought it tooth and nail but you were just gone So forget it you can't have it I'll never be the one I am the setting sun I'm reckless and selfish I'm feeling defenseless Even at my best I'm still feeling like a mess I'm not proud of who I've been I know I've gotta grow I live with a temper That never gets better It's ripping me to shreds It's still burning in my head I'm not proud of who I've been I know I've gotta grow I know I over react to every comment It takes me deeper than ever into resentment So forget it you can't have it I'll never fit your mold This shit is getting old I know I question myself at every moment Every flaw on the surface you make me show it So forget it you can't have it I'll never be the one I am the rising sun Im reckless and selfish I'm feeling defenseless Even at my best I'm still feeling like a mess I'm not proud of who I've been I know I've gotta grow I live with a temper That never gets better It's ripping me to shreds It's still burning in my head I'm not proud of who I've been I know I've gotta grow I'm bound to break if I stay the same With all my weight I will force a change Cause in my skin is the sunlight And in my heart there is still a fight Im reckless and selfish I'm feeling defenseless Even at my best I'm still feeling like a mess I'm not proud of who I've been I know I've gotta grow I live with a temper That never gets better It's ripping me to shreds It's still burning in my head I'm not proud of who I've been I know I've gotta grow