I've fought the urge too many times before with reason It was the first time I've seen snow this season And I get down more and more everyday, but hey What else can I do? (But I've been trying my best) This is therapy for me This is what helps me keep on going I can't put this much heart into anything else I hope you see that this means everything to me And it feels like it's always winter here And maybe spring will come sometime next year But until then, I'll be stuck in a rut that I can't get out of I can't get out of this This is therapy for me This is what helps me keep on going I can't put this much heart into anything else I hope you see that this means everything to me And I've been trying my best lately to stay on track 'Cause I don't wanna look back And I've been trying my best lately to stay on track 'Cause I don't wanna look back I'll never fucking look back