You got it all wrong, you think I'm indestructible But I can tell you right now, with losing my mind I'm losing my money And I'm feeling sick but I think I'm getting used to it And I've been taking trips, out of my head and out of my body Losing myself and loving no one I'd like, to say, I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights, I drift, like a bottle in the ocean 'My Citalopram' will pull me through Well I know it's all wrong just a, weak minded individual But I can tell you right now, I know I ain't weak, I aim to get better But I must admit, that I fear I can't get over it But time only will tell I barely feel sad, I rarely feel happy Pop those pills and settle down I'd like, to say, I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights, I drift, like a bottle in the ocean 'My Citalopram' will pull me though I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in I need something stronger than your medicine I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit I can't win I'd like, to say, I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights, I drift, like a bottle in the ocean 'My Citalopram' will pull me though I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in I need something stronger than your medicine I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit I can't win