It's too hot for vanlife, just want my own place Was killing shit before corona, was always roaming the states Hope Covid don't erase what I've labored to make on tour Just played 80 dates but there was basically 80 more I'd been rapping for like 9 years to build up to that moment It was as if I had finally found the component To have, more than a camper van. I am a ramblin man I cannot stand to be stranded, expanding hand to hand Is all I know, I miss the crowds and promoters I miss the towns, dingy hotels, the sounds of the motors Out on the highway, that's my way, a different type of mind state But for five months straight? I've been stuck in parents driveway And it's too hot! This van is a oven Wish I had 99 problems but I got like 80 dozen Struggling. Because if tourings gone I'm fucked And I don't even have it bad as most, two thousand twenty sucks Two thousand twenty sucks Dude, two thousand twenty sucks Mane, two thousand twenty sucks And I don't even have it bad as most, two thousand twenty sucks Everything's been bad? Good, I fucking love it Give me that awful family nonsense I just crush it Stuff it in the gas tank, use it as a pick me up Sip mental abuse like Gin and Juice from a sippie cup So shit what's up? There's nothing you could say to me Cut me, I won't run. This blood is my favorite fragrancy I'll smear it on my face, keep living just to spite you Present me with a bunch of bullshit and I'm punching right through Because I'm too, stubborn to die Survivor down to fight I'll shove my thumb through your eye All my life I've been confronted with torturous family pain But the strife makes us tough and forces us to handle things So in the midst of chaos, I finally found serenity Weathers nice, went back to vanlife, now I'm tremendously Better than I was before. Got my independence back So catch me at some tennis court kick flipping in my filthy hat