When you cry I don't feel a single thing anymore
When you lie I don't hear those words you say anymore
I could try but I know it wouldn't work so I won't
So I won't
Yeah I won't
You deleted all our pics off the gram
I ain't mad
Well just a tad
I thought you cared a little more than that
I wanna call you and explain all the ways that I could change
But I won't because I just deleted your contact
Had our ups and downs but lately all I think about are all the happy memories
I feel like I can't live without
Smell of your body on my pillow
Watching the streetlights through your windows
Seeing your face stamped on my iPhone
But I know
When you cry I don't feel a single thing anymore
When you lie I don't hear those words you say anymore
I could try but I know it wouldn't work so I won't
So I won't
Yeah I won't
You said that I didn't care
But I think I cared too much
Cancelling plans with all of my friends just so I could feel your touch
Now that it's gone, I feel a hole in my chest
But you can't fill what you've left
So I'll have to go to the next
I'd
Sit and listen to the lectures and the lies
When you said my dreams weren't worth it I accepted that and cried
But later on I hope you see me filling the corners on your tv
Wishing you could be right there with me
Don't cry to me cause
When you cry I don't feel a single thing anymore
When you lie I don't hear those words you say anymore
I could try but I know it wouldn't work so I won't
So I won't
Yeah I won't
I bet you thought I was done
But there's still more to say
I can pretend to hate you
But you're on my mind every day
Listening to the radio play leaves me out of breath
Because every song rips through my chest
And tears my heart apart till there's nothing left
Sometimes I wish we hadn't met
Because no matter how hard I try I can't forget
All the future plans we'd set with your head placed softly upon my chest
But I digress
I wanted us to work
I wanted us to thrive
You wanted me to grow up
I wanted you to be more kind
We didn't match up
Felt like I was constantly playing catch up
Still I gaze back on pictures trying to picture you in a different light
Drinking tea and watching standup on a Friday night
Day long car rides
Listening to Hamilton
Singing "if I had a million"
Stings me sharper than a sewing pin
But
Here's a final list of things you need to understand
I no longer wanna
Hold your hand
Your disrespect I will no longer stand and
Andrew Garfield's not the best Spider-Man