If there was a single day where we could just talk
I'd fade and I'd block anything that's not you
I'd cave when you walk in the room
I wonder if you listen, heart transparent
Can you hear it?
You said you couldn't
So I'll turn it up just enough
Like I wanted for us
Y-Y-You know I
Kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
You need to know that I
Know you never yea you did you never been to be that boy
But every little word was true
I don't wanna waste a minute waiting for your call back
Here I am five hours later and I'll respond so fast
After all thought I was certain thinking you were all that
And there's still a part of me that thinks that you could be that boy
So can I at least plead my case
Or do you just want me to be thrown away
And you'll choose from all the girls lined up and I'll be another one
It's such a force of a wave to try to get through
I'm in a daze for you
Spending all day in a trance
When I'm just looking at you
No one can say that I can't
I gotta look for you
I gotta tell you too many things I said that I won't get into
Already came in like a wreck, like could it get any worse?
I always talk it down, I hope that I don't get hurt
Found out all the words that you had said and I
Kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
No you never
Yes you did
You never meant to mean that
And you shoulda
Wish you woulda
Could maybe been that
No you never
Yes you did
You never meant to mean that
And you shoulda
Wish you woulda
Could maybe been that
Got my hopes up for it to mean nothin'
If you're just gonna pretend all along
That you could be that boy
Wouldn't have let it
If you're never gonna get it
Through your head
I should forget it, for what?
(You'll never be that boy)
You couldn't have been him at all
Figured it out on my own
I should've known that he was never gonna be that boy
I can't help but say that it's dumb
And so I'll stay on my own
I should've known that he was never gonna be that boy