Sucked into my world
It's fucked up, I blame it
On my stupid self
Who freaking made it
Pick up prescription ammo
Relief from the temporary lows
Stuck inside my world
It's fucked up, I hate it
Can't get in control of what I created
It'd be easier though
If I could skip past the episodes
I've seen you lie a lot
After all, deep down I can tell if something's wrong
Because I watched you think of it
Every little twitch and sweat bead making it
Obvious you brushed me off
Think its from how fast I agree to go along
I speak to please you
But I do everything to piss you off
Chilling with some demons and we seem to get along
There were feathers on my wings, but they're all falling off
Dropped down so low, beneath coming up
There's no way that I could hold the weight of all your burdens
Do you not wanna come out on top?
I assume you wanna stay down
If you're gonna keep letting yourself fall
I speak to please you
But I can never seem to say enough
I think it'd sound much better if you put it on mute
Ima get vindictive if it's played again on loop
Just steps away from what I'm gonna go through
I'm not happy enough, but I have to
Every choice I have to make is impossible to choose
Getting too contemplative about what I'm gonna do
Just steps away from what I'm gonna go through
I'm not happy enough but I have to
When am I gonna change?
Wondering when I'll feel okay
Why would I stay in this state?
I guess no one really notices if I stick around
Or if I feel okay, and I don't feel okay
What dissolves how intense the panic's gonna erupt?
Throat is closed, I think I'm gonna choke
Realizing things too slow
And then I'm always tryna catch up
It's my fault
If I'm not enough, might as well amount to nothing
Is that why you lie so much?
After all, deep down I should know that something's wrong
Because I watched you think of it
Every single tear is clearly making it
Obvious you're acting off
Out of touch
Need some help, but you don't wanna talk
I need to lead you
But you're too scared you're gonna come off soft
Don't wanna be on your own
Even though
All you do is say "leave me alone"
I think you need to break
Or you're never gonna let that go
Chilling with some demons and we seem to get along
There were feathers on my wings, but they're all falling off
Dropped down so low, beneath coming up
There's no way that I could face the vain of all my flaws
Do you not wanna come out on top?
I assume you wanna stay down
If you're gonna keep letting yourself fall
I speak to please you
But I can never seem to say enough
I believe, I believe you
I believe, I believe, I believe you
I believe, I believe, I believe you
I think it'd sound much better if you put it on mute
Ima get vindictive if it's played again on loop
Just steps away from what I'm gonna go through
I'm not happy enough, but I have to
I think it'd sound much better if you put it on mute
Ima get vindictive if it's played again on loop
Just steps away from what I'm gonna go through
I'm not happy enough, but I have to