Ain't shit hard for me at all I been down so much I forget I know how to ball I can't get enough when I'm with you I want it all I've been up I cannot fall Hit the pen then dip, I'm writing fables on the wall Hear my story loud, I'm quiet I'm not standing tall I can't really stand up for myself much anyway Feel the consequences while I'm withering away Back and I'm taking the backseat Baby we need to relax we Taking it quicker than Maxi Yeah, uh Thick skull like a Pachy Order up for the pack meet Re-up at the Acme I've been on go so long, I forget how to sit down I smoke double duffel bag, I cannot sit down I know shit always comes up so I don't go out This is the hardest part of living on my own now No one ever asks me why I'm on my own now Shit like this is why I'm always in a break down This November's so much colder than the last one Maybe that's a sign I gotta move it past you Ain't shit hard for me at all I been down so much I forget I know how to ball I can't get enough when I'm with you I want it all I've been up I cannot fall Hit the pen then dip, I'm writing fables on the wall Hear my story loud, I'm quiet I'm not standing tall I can't really stand up for myself much anyway Feel the consequences while I'm withering away It's the silence that haunts me I can't focus I'm watching Where you go when I'm talking You once told me you want me What's the point in such conflict Life is futile and short lived I can't spend it in jersey Losing friends before thirty, fuck I've been wasting so much time Next thing I know, twenty's gonna pass me right on by Gotta get it going 'fore I'm running out of time Always running out of time