I can't really see it here and now And the lights behind my back are turning down Every sailor knows his in and outs But I struggle every now and then with life so hear me out (Hear me out, hear me out) I might die today I could throw my life away Every time I surface I can't see I think my mind's away They say I'm bad luck That's why the bad stuck And follows me everywhere Seeing ain't always believing The ocean was never forgiving We need to drop anchor (We need to drop) And I stand and wait as cold air breaks the sail before us all Our fatal fate has taken everything that we once loved So fuck it all If I go down I'll be swinging A rope tied to songs I've been singing The weight is enough for a fixing So I tighten the knot and I'm ready for war War I still need more (From life, inside my mind) I can't really see it here and now So I contemplate the ways in which I drown Every time I'm lost I'm never found I just suffer all the consequences, end up on the ground On the ground I might die today I could throw my life away Every time I surface I can't see I think my mind's away They say I'm bad luck That's why the bad stuck And follows me everywhere Seeing ain't always believing The ocean was never forgiving We need to drop anchor I'm leading a life not worth living And seemingly so, unforgiving It's time I let out this anger