If this is real I've learned my lesson
I'd bring a chair to watch myself trying to breathe
When every day is just progression
It's easy just to stop and stare at what you need
And every time I turn around
My vision's upside down
And the mirror's staring back at me
Now I'm waiting for a sound
'Cause my ears are bleeding out
Isn't it nice to be so happy?
All the time spent makes me sick
I've been down, where's a stroke of good fortune?
While my life has been at risk
Where were you, did you even come searching?
While the nightmares subsided
My bones and my heart are on terms with the devil
Clear I have been misguided
The water just dragged me right back where I came from
Paint it on black, put out a message
I don't think that I'ma regret this
On top of the world for a second
Then I slip and I'm back at the entrance
Look at the way that I fuck up
Must have been something within me
Had to be something I'm hiding
Look at the facts we're presenting like
He doesn't talk, he doesn't socialize, what is his problem
Clearly it's all in his head though
What if it's something that's mental
I can't breathe when it's all building I need time and cover
Out of air I think I'm drowning, am I going under?
All the time spent makes me sick
I've been down, where's a stroke of good fortune?
While my life has been at risk
Where were you, did you even come searching?
While the nightmares subsided
My bones and my heart are on terms with the devil
Clear I have been misguided
The water just dragged me right back where I came from