Oh God, I wish that I had the words Cuz every time I try and find a solution I'm afraid that I'm making it worse So tired How did it get so far and how did we not see That we're all drowning? (In the open sea) I can see the surface My hands try to reach as the sun steady taunting my fingertips So close, so far, by now they've let me fall Ain't nobody can hear my call Find me below the waves, every day there's another grave To throw me in Cover me in your hatred, devour me with your vengeance Crush me down til I'm weightless Cuz I'm so tired of confusion, I tried to win but I'm losin This is my life on the run, 10,000 leagues from the sun Tell me what to do now. This purgatory is driving me wild And I got nothing but emotional responses Cuz my actions got me back against the wall Feel so small They used to tell me, everything is worth it But don't disrespect me, cuz there's air at the surface It's easier to talk purpose when you got purpose But when there's no hope, and you're stuck in a hole Can you tell me what ain't working, cuz I know it wasn't worth it I can see the surface My hands try to reach as the sun steady taunting my fingertips So close, so far, by now they've let me fall Ain't nobody can hear my call Find me below the waves, every day there's another grave To throw me in Cover me in your hatred, devour me with your vengeance Crush me down til I'm weightless Cuz I'm so tired of confusion, I tried to win but I'm losin This is my life on the run, 10,000 leagues from the sun Cover me in your hatred, devour me with your vengeance Crush me down til I'm weightless Cuz I'm so tired of confusion, I tried to win but I'm losin This is my life on the run, 10,000 leagues from the sun I don't know if this was all apart of your plan. But I wanna trust you, ya it's something I must do I don't know if this was all apart of your plan But I wanna trust you, ya it's something I must do I wanna trust, I wanna trust you It's something I must do I don't know, no I don't know It's something I must do, It's something I must do So I'm gonna trust you