I crave affection, co-dependence and vulnerability All of which I try to keep myself from experiencing But I can't help when there's a crack in the façade I bring I let my guard down for a second and you leave It took some time for me to realize the things I feel Six months of us pretending, we never wanted this to be real If I'm honest with myself I thought we would never really fit But I cared more than I care to admit So lock me out of your life And throw away the key We were never meant to be Leave me to waste, hang me out to dry Another person in my life on which I can't rely Hide me away, create an alibi For all the time that you felt distant and weary-eyed Were we ever that special if you never trusted me? Your mind polluted by self-doubt and insecurity But I guess I'm still to blame, I'm the cause of your distress I'm the only constant in every single mess So lock me out of your life And throw away the key We were never meant to be It's so much harder to point the blame When everything turns out the same I guess I'm always the one to blame When it all turns out the same Leave me to waste, hang me out to dry Another person in my life on which I can't rely Hide me away, create an alibi For all the time that you felt distant and weary-eyed