(Yeah)
I cannot feel a thing in your presence
I've become stupid numb to your indiscretions (Yeah)
Can't tell if I'm goin' crazy (Crazy)
Dreading goin' home lately (Lately)
You only seem to love me on my birthday
You messed me up in the worst way
(I got) Problems 'cause you gave them to me
(It's not) Normal to never feel sane
(Don't know how) To love you when you never loved me
I got you in my blood, so I can't cut you off
(I got) Issues of being alone
(And I) Need you like a kid, but I'm grown
(Don't know how) To love you when you never loved me
I got you in my blood, so I can't cut you off for long
(Yeah)
I don't remember feeling cared for
Everything between us feels so forced (But)
Tell me, am I goin' crazy? (Crazy)
The pain makes me so hazy (Hazy)
Because of you, I don't know how to be loved
Because of you, I don't know how to trust, yeah
Why am I not enough?
Why could I not call your bluff?
Why do I still try to be everything that you can be?
Why am I not enough?
Why am I not enough?
(I got) Problems 'cause you gave them to me
(It's not) Normal to never feel sane
(Don't know how) To love you when you never loved me
I got you in my blood, so I can't cut you off
(I got) Issues of being alone
(And I) Need you like a kid, but I'm grown
(Don't know how) To love you when you never loved me
I got you in my blood, so I can't cut you off for long
Issues (Yeah, you gave them to me, oh)
Need you
Don't love you
I got you in my blood, so I can't cut you off
Knowing it was all you don't make it any less painful
I just hope one day I can heal
Knowing it was all you don't make it any less painful
I just hope one day I can heal