I've been forever on my own
I separate my untruths
I have never felt at home
I can't describe the vacuum
Of a life spent alone
There's only so much I can do
When solitude is all I've ever known
I spent my time with shadows - they stay close
Only friends I've known... just closets filled with ghosts
And I still don't feel alive
And tonight
I think it's the last time
They say that home is where the heart is
After everywhere I've been
This must prove that I am heartless
God, I'm sinking here again
Surrounded by the darkness
Without soul and cold as sin
There is no light after the tunnel
Cause it never fucking ends
And I still don't feel alive
And tonight
I think it's the last time
And I... I still hide
Behind the mask I've made my life
Everything that I need doesn't come true
My graveyard heart rotten out through and fucking through
Nothing in this world loves - only leaves
Cut out my mother fucking eyes and let me bleed
Bleed out...
And I still don't feel alive
And tonight
I think it's the last time
And I... I still hide
Behind the mask I've made my life