I'm terrified there's only one thing that I know
I'm feeling so damn tired of extremes that I can't show
I'd sacrifice my highs if it meant having less lows
I'm feeling so damn tired of extremes that I can't show
Call me when you wake up
I need help my hands are shaking
I have lost my self-control
I'm scared I could break my own bones
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Guess I got stuck
Gave my mind up
And that's why they ask me if I'm high when I'm sober as fuck
Don't believe what you see though
I don't wanna leave yet
I search for windows only when you see me
Oh my god
Please don't ask me what happened
Yesterday seems just like one big blur
I'm scared of the shit I do
I'm scared I might hurt you too
I'd like to say I need help
But I can't trust myself
Call me when you wake up
I need help my hands are shaking
I have lost my self-control
I'm scared I could break my own bones
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I'll be my killer
I'll be my killer
I'll be the death of me