Don't know why I wanna waste my time
When I just make you cry everyday
Came home and I feel fucking dead inside
But still my big ass pride hides it away
Because I don't know if I am really alright
All I know is I am dead inside
I guess I lost hope to ever be revived
With my big ass pride
Sometimes I tend to get way too high
I wanna reach the sky for there I'd stay
Common clouds over my head rain dry
But still my big ass pride hides it away
Because I don't know if I am really alright
All I know is I am dead inside
I guess I lost hope to ever be revived
With my big ass pride
I'm afraid of that big mess I made
But still my big ass pride hides it away